So thankful!

5.55am 16/11/2012

Here I am sat at city hall mrt, listening to Who Am I by the Casting Crowns, and I've never felt so thankful in my life.

I just completed my AW research paper over the night in school; i didn't even intend to stay over, it was just that my meeting took 2 hours longer than expected and i was just like, heck it, just chiong in school lol. it was pretty torturous, but i made the necessary revisions by 4am, and I was contemplating if i should cab home. Decided to wait it out for the first train instead. Watched Burlesque (horrible show) for a while and then did some research for my project (+ looked for a yellow casing for my laptop) and then left school at 0545. So here i am typing away at city hall met hahaha.

oh yeah, i wanted to say how thankful I truly am for where i am now. Occurred to me when i was walking to city hall and saw some bangladeshi foreign workers sleeping on cardboard boxes outside the lift. Maybe i could go look up Transient Workers Count Too. Firstly, I am so thankful for a place in this uni, that i am even able to slog overnight just because of one essay lol, that God has given me so much, when I really deserve much less. I don't even think my A Level results would even allow me to get into a local uni, even if it does, chances of success would be really marginal. I'm so thankful that God has put in my path a group of wonderful friends who never fail to be kindly, and so damn freaking hilarious. I am so thankful for this new laptop, and Im thankful that singapore is safe enough to walk alone at night (not taking many more chances though..) ahahaha.

I've been really thankful for whatever i have at the moment, i think it's a good way to cope with stress.  

Is there any reason for me not to be confident in myself? I can't find any, but I feel so lousy :(

I'm sleepy

Seriously, this staying up for the whole night to do finish things has got to stop T_T I need sleeeeeppppp.

Stayed up till 5am again, completing work. Oddly enough, I find myself more hardworking at night HAHA or maybe it's just that I have no choice but to do my things super fast cos deadline's the next day.

Stoppppp prrrooooocrasstinatinnngggg.

Hi Chantalle.

Hahaha happy now? ;)

>:/

To grow without empathy, to reach the top without thinking of those people who you've stepped on your way up, is abhorrent.

Lazy

I feel too lazy to do anything. Can I just stay at home and sleep the day away. :( lazy to go for class, lazy to go for cca, lazy to do homework SIGHHHHHHHH

Sigh it's a bad week,

I lost my retainers for real now, after I found it that day, I left it at my aunts house and she threw it away cos it was wrapped in tissue paper. FFFFFFFFFML. Now I have to fork out 160 dollars for one stupid mistake. Dammit.

I'm at the dentist now waiting for my turn to make the mould for my retainers :/

Hello!

SMU has been fantastic so far. I'm doing what I love, there's no lectures, so I don't fall asleep in class, and also because I need to answer questions some of the time.

(Hi mabe I think you're the only one that reads this space right?!)

I'm in MMA, where my body has been aching for a consecutive 2 weeks since training started. LOL. Really. I take 1 full week to recover from the punishment. I really hope to do well in this cca, and get to compete at least once in the 4 years that I have here. I'm thinking of running for SOSS committee, and maybe for the camp's org comm or facis, next year w my friends? I dunno man. Haha next time then think la. Now work load has been just nice, any more would be too much for me to handle.

I've been sick all the time though :( this is getting really irritating. I think I don't drink enough water sigh. And food! It's so hard to eat in SMU lol always no place to eat or study. Well, it's a city campus, so there's got to be some trade offs. Transport: there's a direct bus from my house to SMU! 45 minutes ride? :) fantastic stuff.

Next week there's a Mock MUN (Model UN). I tio Burkina Faso. Can't even remember the name properly. Hahaha. Gotta master this country!

I've some really close and great friends I met in sosci camp. Great people to hang out with, study with, and most importantly, we're very comfortable with each other :) what you see is what you get, no pretenses or false fronts :) God has indeed been good to me.

I feel really knowledgeable after classes too, and that's great because I don't feel as if I'm going to school for nothing. :)

Sigh, you initiate a convo, and never reply? From now on,