What did I have to lose?

A really good friendship, actually.

:/

How do people just take having to live in a world that's so screwed up? Is maturation really the acceptance of things degrading just because it's practical to just go with the flow?
Every single day children are being born into a world that's grimmer than ever.

Okay today I shall be mature for today and go to sleep. Because it's practical. LOL.

My mom says I'm a selfish person. Working on that. I think I'm a prideful person as well. Working on that.

Feeling plain dumb for organizing an event that I can't even go to in the end. :(((( NUTELLAS I MISS YOU.
But there's this feeling I can't pon cell. Like really, if not something bad will happen. :x

Yesterday I went out with Janjira! Such a cute girl! Hahaha spent a lot of time chatting at macs, found out she's going to the UK to study, and Benjamin got a scholarship to study LAW at CAMBRIDGE. SMARTASS. Not surprised if he's going to be our next prime minister. Spent a lot of time talking about God's direction in our lives too. After that we went to see The Lorax. DAMN NICE HAHAHA. Especially the songs! Really witty. :D

What's that rumbling noise??? So noisy I can't sleep :(((