I've been feeling really meh these days.
Even today when I met the class to go to miss lee's house.
Work can be taxing sometimes. I know I shouldn't be complaining but... Now I really know how teachers feel. Cannot stop worrying one leh. Lol they have to do lesson plans, mark scripts, etc.
Miss Lee said I could be an English Teacher next time. LOL. I don't think so. Even now, I really can't make that student/teacher barrier, cos I'll always be that irritating kid at the back of the class. Hahaha. Retribution in its truest form!! x_x
I wanna do so many things when I get my pay. Yay!! Watch Wicked w my bro (again) and buy more games bahaha.
Braces are off, I'm feeling worse than ever now, really need to get those veneers soon! Self-conscious, low self esteem. Sometimes I really think I used to be a hollow shell of what I used to be. Everything went splendidly in secondary school, but now after a few bumps and falls, I feel like a damn loser lol.
Gotta buck up and gain some self-worth back!
Grrr, ok scratch that. I really need to keep my focus on the straight and narrow. Trust God and He'll make things work out in the most beautiful way.
"Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth." -Matthew 5:5
Every time I find myself becoming proud and complacent, everything will just fall back to shambles. Gotta stop doing that.
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